My girlie girlie

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I’ve stayed away from the woman I truly love for a long time now, I don’t feel myself anymore but I have no choice but to let fate direct me. Sometimes we find love in the wrong hands and we end up seeking for peace. At times the story is different. But for every love story there is always a good start and the end might be better.

My feelings hurts me, so I had to put my words to pen for my girlie.

The only woman that makes me smile from the depth of my heart,

She’s supportive and most helpful to me.

The only woman that her beauty alone lighten the lights in my heart and plays a joyful song in my head.

The only woman that her soft voice melt my soul and spirit begins to wonder.. can I live without her?

The few moment with you Aswear I hold my breathe being in your presence, ghost pimples and stimulations I felt all in that day. Because my love for you is unconditional.

Oh my girlie girlie, I haven’t for one day stop thinking about you.

Oh my girlie girlie, everyday is a weakness for me without a word from you.

Oh my girlie girlie, my heart don’t beat anymore.

Oh my girlie girlie, what curse have you lay on me?

Is it those beautiful eyes, pink lips and smooth face that I see? Or is it your body shape and cat working steps that freaks me?… I need to know that which attracts me about you. But I know already  and you know my answers are true bebi.

I miss those nights when we spend the longest hours together, I tell you sweet things and I catch your smile but I tried to kiss you but you’re not there, I tried to hold your hands but couldn’t also not even a hug to console me for always being there.. so I cried.. and you never wanted me to cry but how else can I feel when the woman I love belongs to someone else? How else could I feel when my life moments with you are imaginary? How else can I feel when you probably can’t give me all the time and attention that I need from you?.

And I’m sorry if I wasn’t strong enough for you, you did try to make me strong but I’m lazy because my heart is weak.

On your birthday, I said the last words to you. Sure, it’s a day I never wanted to miss but I could let you miss mine.

I miss how we talk about the world and laugh about the fun. Now I’m not there to talk to the one I really talk to.

I miss my endless joy I get from your words…

So I do miss you like Always!

And someday our path will cross again.

My girlie girlie.

Written by Masud Umoru